picked up the phone yesturday to go to ring you, amelia has got chicken pox and needed advice, you always did have the best advice on things like that. shes ok though bless her. every morning i wake up and everything hits home again. me and andrew are saving up for our wedding.i am so determined to do it and to make you proud. you will still be a huge part of the day and i know how much you wanted us to get married. love and miss you everyday mum. hope you are looking down on us all. xxx