im stressed out mum, need your help and advice. still go to pick up the phone and ring you. cant adjust to life without you at all. dads really lonely too, going to be a hard winter time. keep telling dad that if u were here u would already be well under way with the christmas shopping. always was your favourite time of year and this year will be soooo hard without you, christmas will never be the same again. but we will try to make it special for you knowing you would kick our butts if we cancelled it!!! wedding plans are well underway too, do u aprove of my dress, knew you were looking down on me the day i tried it on, just felt right. hope your doing ok up there with all the angels. lots of love xxxxx