a year today you held my hand and went to sleep. i miss you so so much. cant believe where the time has gone, it still feels like yesturday. 12th feb was the worst day of my life. the day i had my heart ripped out. i hope you are watching down on us all and having a great time up there. love you xxx

im stressed out mum, need your help and advice. still go to pick up the phone and ring you. cant adjust to life without you at all. dads really lonely too, going to be a hard winter time. keep telling dad that if u were here u would already be well under way with the christmas shopping. always was your favourite time of year and this year will be soooo hard without you, christmas will never be the same again. but we will try to make it special for you knowing you would kick our butts if we cancelled it!!! wedding plans are well underway too, do u aprove of my dress, knew you were looking down on me the day i tried it on, just felt right. hope your doing ok up there with all the angels. lots of love xxxxx

nearly the birthday girl!!! just doesnt seem right, none of it does. we should be having a big party for your big 50! i know u said u didnt want a party but u always loved a party. i will do my best to make it a special day in other ways. love you so much, id do anything to see or speak to you again, even for a second. always in my heart mum and always will be. hope you like your headstone, i know it would have made you so proud. night night sleep tight, make sure the bedbugs dont bite xx